Lebur

Over the past 48 hours, I've only managed to get roughly 3-4 hours of sleep. It's a problem I've been having intermittently over the past few years. There's no telling which night(s) would be the sleepless one(s) because it seems that they might occur without a warning any given night. Still, I've never had a full-month of sleeping-problem-free since as far as I can remember ; my first sleeping disorder occurred when I was in form 2 or form 3, yes, during secondary school. It had happened for quite some time now and I somehow more or less got used to it already. For one whole week, I might have no trouble sleeping at all. Boom, the next day, Im a night owl. My sleeping problems have affected my memories as well (which might explain the reason I suck at memorizing mathemathical formulas and history lessons. lol). My memories are very inconsistent towards what's happening in my daily life. Due to those sleepless nights, my mind are usually very tired and tends to lose focus quite easily. Thus, limiting/slipped the amount of data stored inside.

Apart from that, my body is also taking its toll from this very problem. Slow response, lethargy, poor eyesight, etc. There are days when I try to keep active and play some hoops but the effect is just so massive  that rendered my body and joints too painful to even play the next day : not really like a 21-year-old.

I don't really know how long this problem would persist, but now I'm seriously considering some sort of sleeping pills to help me out. This has always been so stressful, but I hope one day it will be gone forever.


 

Ribuan terima kasih.

Yg sebenarnya, aku xleh tido. Terminum kopi byk sgt konon nak study laa. Alih2 study bosan pulak. last2 aku post ni. Kat sini aku nak ucapkan terima kasih pada Cik Husna sebab banyak menyedarkan aku tentang kepentingan berbuat baik sesama manusia. Ape cerita di sebalik tu, malas laa nak tulis kat sini tapi post ni khas untuk beliau. Sekarang aku rasa bersyukur sangat2 sbb diberi kesempatan oleh-Nya utk berkenalan dgn Cik Husna. Perkenalan atas sebab2 yg x disangka2, akhirnya membuahkan satu persahabatan yg ikhlas dari hati. Same2 laa kite n para pembaca sekalian berpesan2 dalam kebenaran dan kesabaran. Nasihat-menasihati tu perkara yg baik. Kalau org xnak ikut, xpe, mungkin satu hari nnti akan terbuka pintu hati dgn sendirinya. Pesanan utk pembaca2 aku sekalian. haha, start dah melalut.

2 jerr. SALAM.

Assalamualaikum :)

Oklah, sempena meraikan pertambahan follower kepada blog aku yg x seberapa ni, aku buat entri baru ni. kekeke. Banyak mnde yg berlaku terhadap hidup aku sejak dua menjak ni, ade suka duka mcm2 laa. Tapi aku xdek idea mcm mane nak translate itu kepada bentuk kata2 supaya ape yg berlaku boleh aku jadikan isi penulisan dalam blog aku neh. I guess it's been a long time since I blogged quite seriously and I have forgotten much of my blog writing skills (haha bajet).

Anyway, sekarang aku masih bizi dalam proses merestore motor kesayangan aku ke tahap yg memuaskan (memuaskan jadi laa, aku bukan terer pun). Dah lame suzy aku tu tersadai kat bengkel sebenarnya akibat pomen macha aku sibuk dan aku x cukup bajet nak bayar sedebok (sekaligus) terus. Tapi baru2 ni, pomen tu terpaksa pindah membawa diri so nak xnak, aku kena angkut jugak motor tu balik ke rumah walau x siap lagi.

Sekarang masalah dah kurang tapi masih ade lagi skit2 yg perlu ditukar ganti/baikpulih. Motor aku skrg masalah utama dia adalah elktrikal di mana, rectifier aku mnjadi terlalu panas sehingga meter motor aku (meter digital) selalu gelong dan mengeluarkan bacaan yg mengarut dan wtfish. haha. So skrg aku masih dalam proses trial and error dalam mencari di mana silapnya. al maklum la, mtor tu dah berbelas tahun dah (1997).

Warna sebelum dicat. Gini la lebih kurang bentuk dugong aku. huhuhu

Moreover, aku juga sedang mengecat cover set motor berkenaan dengan skim warna baru. Walaupun secara teknikalnya, bukan aku yg cat. kekeke. aku xdek bakat weyy. Budak rumah aku yg baik hati, berseni dan bertangan mahir yg bernama Ahmad Naqiuddin yg tlg catkan utk aku. Cantik die buat. So far dah 90% siap dan aku sangat2 berpuas hati dengan kerja beliau. Nnti2 lah bile2 aku rajin aku upload gambar dengan jayanya. haha, ape aku mengarut ni.

2 jerr, SALAM. :)

Wohoo!

ok, sejak kebelakangan ni, aku rase mcm banyak jek idea aku nak tulis dalam blog aku neh. ermm, aku rase maybe aku akan start berblogging balik kot. tunggu yooo!!! haha